End of days; Not so strong anymore.
I just want it to be over. My life over. I’m tired of the things that have happened are happening and are going to happen. Cause none of them are the least bit wonderful. So what happens when you end your own life? Cause ive been really curios lately an it seems like I can’t get it off my mind. I probable sound crazy or stupid. But you tell me what you do when you are pushed so hard and everything and everyone are gone from you. I don’t know what to do anymore.
Fuck my body… Seriously.
Can’t I just be fucking skinny…? Fml.
Recharge
Back into modeling.
Back into cheer.
Hitting the gym every weekday.
I am going to loose 20 pounds. No matter what. I need to recharge and get back into loving life. Summer is coming up. I need to look good and be secure with myself. Give me the challenge.






